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whattatest!!!

2004-11-12T01:32:00.000-08:00

hirap ng eleceng..

a teacher..

2004-11-09T23:56:00.000-08:00

there was a friend of mine.. whom i met today, i personally knew that i did something which caused him something, im thankful to him that he didn;t pushed me hard on that.. but i know that i had something on him.. a lesson i learned from him is that there are persons that didn't push hard, i know that at this point in our lives, we want to have fun more to that we make the moat mistakes, its allright, but somehow i have to think that life really needs limitations.. i know somehow i will find the fun i wanted when i am older, i think fun and responsibility should be balanced. this friend of mine is teaching me discipline, i want to say thanks, thats the way how to think.. i wish i could just learn from you.. im still here, and i wish i could hold tighter i dont want to fall, but for what you thought me "thanks man!"

bloggin thru..

2004-11-08T22:07:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time that i haven't blogged.. im really surprised that the raptors started 3-0 i mean Vince Carter is not the only man playing well, i think it's rafer alston, also im surprised on how utah pounds other teams,Man! this season is full of surprises.

im here at the gokongwei 3rd floor, were i just received my failing refrigeration exam.. i got a 48, worst is i know i will get lower at quiz 2.. but i know i got better study habits compared before, because of something personal.. im really sorry for some of my other friends, sometimes i just need to prioritize my goals than having a good time, i just hope you guys would understand me.. im really in a condition where i think im in 50/50 academically and internally, wrong word by i hope you guys there would understand.. tc guys..

thank you..

2004-10-28T18:49:00.000-07:00

I want to thank God for everything! i lived in this world where i am truly blessed.. where i almost have everything i wanted and desired.. but i think something has to end now, i think im facing the biggest obstacle i have in this journey, but as always i'll face it like a warrior.. i dont know when will my life end, but to everyone that has made my life wondeful i want to say thank you! especially to my friends, and to those who made taught me the important values in life! I also want to say sorry to those whom i stepped onto.. if i did, i didn't mean it, and im truly sorry, i hope you'll accept my apology! This is probably the best gift i will ever receive.. i really learned a lot.. like i always dreamed of, i always wanted to be an Professional basketball player, if i can go farther, i want to go to the NBA at a high level like Lebron did, but i think that dream ends now! i think i have to think more of the more important things in life! i failed in a lot of trials in life, but i always been a warrior in fighting!i never gave up, anf always stood up everytime i fall down.. to everyone i want to say thank you for everything and may God bless y'all!

another time for the heart..

2004-10-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

physically i feel not as good as before, but i got to get used to it.. i cant be the usual 100% gunner i used to be, the one who never gives up! now i have to watch everything i will do! but thats allright, as they always say life goes on! although something has to change now.. it is really frustrating to lose for everyone, no wonder.. but what makes a person a winner is how he looks up or faces on something.. something that makes me a winner to some people. but i just realize im not a winner, there is really this long-time situation that i have thought of, and i thought of it very well! probably the biggest sacrifice in my life! i thought of this for the better of many, i do most of my sacrifices not for my own good, but not all people knows it.. sometimes, something really has to give.. i really don't like what i am doing, but God knows what is best for many! as the heart beats air flows, when it stops, everything does.. i just wish what i did is really worth it! for the others who i have offended and have to lose, im really sorry.. i just hope you guys will understand! thank you for fully understanding..

the last 5 days..

2004-10-21T20:02:00.000-07:00

on monday, i was having my alternative afternon classes, which was supposeddly morning because i had an exam. As i was having the exam, i really had a hard time, by the way it was about electric circuits. it was a little tough, if im not a second timer in this subject i believe i will have a harder time..

ono tuesday, i went to school starting with the very interesting subject of MEMETRE. after that i had my refrige class, and had an alternetive class on proctri. We had a talk about the power situation of our country, interesting to know about where power comes, but believe me the speaker was really boring, i slept all the way! another thing is, in the said talk there are engineering students from UST! oh my! dont worry im tougher now!haha!:) I also attended the afternon class of refrige, meanin g i attended refrige twice that day.. im glad my proffesor appreciated the way im interested about the subject, from that i knew that our proffesor never hated basketball!

on wednesday, i woke up unconsiously doinf things, i woke up, and slept for a little while on the couch, then had my bath! after that i got myself a coco crunch from the stockroom, and as i walk back to the couch, i felt dead, glad to say my mom and aunts were there! as i woke up!it was 830 and i have to miss my morning classes! i had a checkup got a urine test and a blood test! after that i went to school for laboratory, coz if i dont not only me, but my groupmates won't have their report.. glad i made it on time.. this is my first healthissue in my life..

on thursday, was the contuination of my check-up, but before that i attended classes of MEMETRE and refrige. the chech-up (on MCU)was cool, i get a chance to eat Fried chicken, spaghetti and a family size pizza! of my choice!Cool as i can say! the chech-up wasn't harmful! they put wires on my head and probably checked my brainwaves.. but im alright now! just a few muscle and throat pains and headaches!

today, is engineering day in DLSU! cool gadgets are shown in the yuchengco lobby! plus points for students attending classes, yahoo! really cool!a day of fun not only for us but also for the proffesors themselves, i guess i'll wait for the game between engineering all stars and the proffesors, then after that ill be going home! not a bad week..

oh by the way!i heard a song from Jojo, in case you don't know, jojo was the girl who was offered the contract of Britney Spears, when she was still eight, but turned down the offer to concentrate more on her studies. Now she is 15, She got this collaboration with BOW WOW it's called "Baby its you" who says pop and hip hop cant mix!haha.. c'yall

what a test!

2004-10-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

i just came from my maecanics two quiz just minutes ago, and man i was so tough! that i just couldn't connect the lessons to the quiz! sigh back to the study tables..:(

a return..

2004-10-13T01:20:00.000-07:00

not a bad game for me.. i can say myself!unlike monday, i was not really on my usual element on the court, but now i got 4 pts, 3 rebound i think, a steal and no assists. one thing that made me happy is how i play the point guard spot so well, i fumbled a lot of shots, but i made my teamates effective.. ben scored 6 higher thanmy career high. hehe.. i also got two travelling calls. not bad for a good comeback! what only hurts me is the part on my abdomen, hehe ill be going again! ciao!

the game i slipped...

2004-10-12T01:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday, me and my friends were playing a official game of basketball, which we lost.. whats harder is we led by as much as 17pts and let it slipped.. sigh! but that's allright! Tom was so mad that he ripped off his jersey. THe game was so crucial, that nicole, scored too much in the last stretch, i think it was about 8 straight pts. i got a steal, three rebounds and a assist! there were six of us, while there were i think 8 or 9 of them, with me playing forward not my usual game. im a combo guard! but if im good, i got to prove to everyone that i can play all five positions at a very high level, that's for my basketball..

i haven't blogged too much these days, for a few reasons.. somehow i cant believe that im on my thesis proposal now! me, together with my groupmates, we plan to design energy powered by magnets. Interesting eh! somehow fuel has been a source of pollution and also it is getting more expensive as time flies, i think what my friend Pat thought about was brilliant, i just hope that it will be approved and done as planned. We plan to design a fan that has magnetic blades and with the manually operated magnets that are attached to its surroundings, it can work as a turbine that could generate energy! Pat the Man! you are Amazing! The Subject MEMETRE(Mechanical Engineering Methods of research) has enlightened me about the things that concerns that environment, why the world needs engineers.. Engineers are not born to brag about what they had in mind! Scientificallly, there is really a competition out there, like basketball, the thing is not about what you can personally do, it is how you can make your surroundings better!Engineers are here to extend their hand to make this world a better place without expecting anything in return! i just hope i will be able to make it here in DLSU.. i never realized that i am this far and should continue with more focus and responsibility!

I miss my friends, especially my S-club barkada.. but you know, i realized that they are the only real friends i have in this huge world, even though they tell me im such a dweeb, stupid etc.. I think i really learn a lot from it! they laugh at me, but whenever i need them, they were always there when my backs are leaning against the wall! unlike my other friends, i think they are really no barriers separating between them and me.. God, I am really thankful that you made me cross paths with them and i will always be! Some of my friends are just there with me with the good times, i think i should look a the persons that are really sincere to me.. some of the things that i hate bout people is when they keep hiding things from me, i dont know' i just hate it! coz i dont feel trusted! why accept me as friend, when you cant trust me? also is that when they laugh at me at the worst times of my life. im down? Why laugh, it's allright when you laugh, but sometimes i hate it when its beyond the red line! I really lost some of my other friends but i should also be thankful to them! they also contributed something for what i am today! and i also wish them all the best on what they will do.. as what i say to myself "sacrificing something that is really special to you is really hard, but sometimes i got to face it, do it for the better of everyone.." i think i'll be goin now.. tc everyone!peace out,ciao!

life and basketball...

2004-09-25T17:28:00.000-07:00

This morning, I had a game of basketball! Together with the star-studded skills of my blockmates, but on the said game, there are a lot of blown fuses on both teams. My teammate Tom, who always keeps his composure on the court, unlikely got heat up, when he got bumped on his waist which is the one which got a wound. But fortunately he is still in his mental control and avoided a fracas. And there comes my good friend Jay, who got a body built like a Tim Duncan’s, also got heat up when there is this point guard from the other team which is talking too much trash to me, and throw the ball to my face, but luckily I avoided the ball. He is really talking a lot of trash, he said I was pulling his jersey and throwing elbows at him, but all I did is put my arms in a sideward and upward motion, I wasn’t elbowing anybody? Wonder what the hell he is talking about? But Jay was there for me, he was so heated up that he would go to the court and would probably give this guy a piece of his mind! Again fortunately nothing harmful happened! Everyone got their mental game checked! The game was the championship for MES(Mechanical Engineering Society) a society I am in. I registered 2 garbage points a, foul and a block. On my playing career, of the 15 points a have scored, I can only consider three of them as significant. Others are just garbage, for the past two games, I really find it hard looking for the rebounds. I think I’m losing my aggressiveness, I’ve been shifting my game from the forward to the point guard spot, I’m fine with the point, problem is, I really hate the Zones! It makes me do the things I hate to do on court. I can handle the ball on zones, problem is I can’t pass. Oh well! I got to get back to training. Since were on the basketball page, I watched sports TV on studio 23 tonight, I watched the PCU- UPHDS game one squeaker, where Jason Castro pulled a three point bomb in crucial minutes! There’s this guy who plays forward/center who was just okay with me during that game, but when I watched Sports TV, man! He wasn’t good, he was HELL GOOD! The name is Gabe Espinas, when I saw his highlights! He was really good! I heard he didn’t make it in the FEU tamaraws tryouts! But he is good! Probably the Tamaraws wanted more of Arwind Santos. By the way, PCU are the 2004 NCAA champions! Espinas is just a rookie, he won the rookie of the year award, and for the first time in league history, he also won the MVP award. I was really rooting for Letran, because I was thrilled by Ronjay Enrile’s game last season, but he got a lot of hype in his game. But all I can say is Espinas is great! He is going to make it to the pros someday! On The NCAA, I only like a few players, besides Espinas and Enrile, I also like Pep Moore! At first he was just good to me, but when I saw him at Robinson’s place, Man! He got a scary frame! Tommorow will be game 2 of the UAAP championship, I hope DLSU will bag it all up, so there will be no classes on Monday!haha.. ANIMO MAC CARDONA, JERWIN GACO, TYRONN TANG JOSEPH YEO! ANIMO LA SALLE!
Skipping the basketball page! Donna and Benson, a friend of mine, was inviting me yesterday for a reunion! Too bad I got a game the next morning! So I can’t really come! But that’s allright! I also felt that I am beginning to revolve on my own world now.. I think I’m beginning to part ways with my long time friends, but that’s allright! I think I really need to do that! Things are very different now, I have changed, and my friends have also changed! We really can’t avoid that! But I’m happy for them! Most of them are growing to be good people! There are also others that just do what they wanted, But to me, I need to do this because of ‘S*******E’ I don’t want to express it any further. But I’m not doing this for myself, I’m doing this for someone else! Like they always say, “It’s a hard task but someone has to do it” and that is me. like the sport.. basketball is not only a game of the physical level, it also takes the mental, psychological aspect.. ciao!=)

Masakit ba ma-inlove?

2004-09-18T17:44:00.000-07:00

Bakit? Di mo mahanap ang tamang tao para sayo? Di mo masabi yun mga nararamadaman ng puso mo? Di ka niya gusto or mahal? Mahal ka nga niya, ayaw naman sayo ng parents or mga kaibigan niya? Or simply di kayo mag work out, that everything comes at the wrong place or wrong time?
Sigh.. isn’t it hard? But you know what it’s allright! Kasi God really has his own reasons why things happen.
It’s really hard to Explain, but from what I have learned I’ll just blog it here..
Love should have trust, respect, understanding and sacrifices. Why trust? What if you don’t trust the person? Do you think that things can work out? are you sure that every word she says is what she would do? Why respect? Take this you can respect a person without loving her, but you can’t love a person without respecting her, unless you’re both players! It’s a process.. Why you love the person? Is it because of her looks? personality? How you are attracted to her? How she treats you? Well, whatever aspect you may like about her character, I can say you’ll most likely not like them all. Somehow you have to respect her decisions, what she wants and what she doesn’t want? If you really love her.. Understanding? Why? You should understand why things should happen. You guys would not see each other every moment in life? There are times that we should sacrifice something for the good of the relationship, but you know what’s important? That in spirit you guys are there in heart.. That the sacrifices we make is for the better of our lives! And also love is not love when we don’t sacrifice for each other it’s the simplest offer and sign to show that we really love the person and we don’t love the person if we don’t risk our emotions, we don’t put our emotions at stake or better yet at the middle of the line of deep fire and deep water.
As they say ‘Love is Patient’, why? Being Patient is really a test, love should be able to wait for each other and stand for a long time, you need to think and feel if what you got for each other is really true, minsan kasi yun feelings for a short period of time lang. What if you were married? Engaged? And at some time, you’ll realize that you were not meant for each other.. Imagine if you guys have been together for a long time but you’re not happy? things may have been more painful for you both, it’s better for only you to feel the pain. At least ikaw lang, wala ng iba diba? Kung love mo talaga siya, you should be responsible to carry the burden of her pain..
Love should be free.. Ang laboh nga eh! Love mo nga tapos pakakawalan mo? From my experience, if things didn’t work out, thats allright! It’s really hard to accept that things didn’t work for you both. It’s hard to let go of someone who is really attached to your heart. Weird how people can smile the way that they let go of someone they love, but take this “if you love something let it go, when it comes back it’s yours” that’s when you’ll know that you are for each other.. I have learned that don’t you think it’s better when someone loves you freely for the way you are? And not forcing them to love you? If you lose that someone, Well, I can’t tell whether you deserve someone better. But come to think of it? It could be our loss or the other’s loss. But don’t think of that.. Think more of what you will lose if you grief thru the pain? Although sometimes we want to grief thru the pain, Just try to think of yourself and more importantly care for yourself, you still got your friends or the persons who love you. God Loves you, look at the brighter side of life. There are a lot of opportunities that comes just for you. Life is really not created to be perfect; it always has its negative side. If the negative side has landed on you, think of it, it’s better! If you love the person, would you want her/him to feel the negative side? Anther thing the person you loved made you better as a person, A relationship is strong if together, both of you can stand through the trials that comes in your path..
Love yourself, if all has been given away, try to re-establish or re-build yourself. You know even if 2 years, 5 years, or you linger thru the pain almost forever. Try to think of yourself, There are times that we want to kill ourselves due to the pain. But think of it, if the pain is there, it’s there! The best thing to do is to embrace the pain.
Still Love the Person not mutually, but for what she bought you. Thank the person for what you have learned. With the person, you are stronger mentally or emotionally. Whatever the person has done to you has benefited you. Ask yourself, are you tougher after what has happened? Not only you, buy also the person you also made her stronger in the same way..
Wait for your own destiny. Who knows? You might still wind up with each other. But try to forgive but not forget. What has happened is for a good reason! And you learned from the mistakes of your experiences. God always has a reason why such things happen, we may not see it but it is really for the better.

These are songs which expresses on what’s inside of me..
1.) my happy ending- Avril lavigne (about what happened at what I want to say)
2.) someday- Nickelback (what I want to happen between us)
3.) broken- Seether featuring Amy lee (what I really feel)
4.) one last cry- brian mcknight (to release what I feel)
5.) breakaway- Kelly Clarkson (A song that helps me to ease the pain)
6.) Can we still be friends- Mandy Moore (if we really didn’t work out, at least..)
7.) Leave(get out)- Jojo (If you are really angry, go with this song, and dance it up!haha..:D)
8.) Hero- Chad Kroeger and Josey Scott(the song has a hidden meaning, I guess that’s what I want to express)

Mahirap pero ok lang.. to you guys out there it will come..:)

going espana(part two)..

2004-09-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to espana once again to help a friend of mine. Un fortunately, I really didn't help a bit, but i just wish him all the best in that quiz, i told him anyway that im not sure what im teaching, but anyway the good story yesterday was went i was there my friend helped me to search for the books i needed in recto where books are a lot cheaper than usual! then we eat at CHowking, then had a little conversation bout us. And we felt tired and walked our way back, the good part comes, when we came back, I saw my all time crush beside Jolibee together with her friend which i also knew! sigh! she hasn't lost her touch! she is still BEAUTIFUL! sigh she is so pink now, that she looks like a candy! actually i was avoiding her cause we came from a long walk, and i noticed that i smell stinky and i haven't fixed myself well, but my friend approached her attention and she noticed us, im so happy, (and got high, haha..) at the time when she is really happy, she is smiling at all angles! But what makes me high is she even smiled at me and talked to me for a few moments, even if i smell stinky. I felt my heart was beating 100 bpm, haha.. another thing is the Archers won by a blowout against the Eagles! Archers Rule, but honestly i don't expect the archers to win against the tamaraws, the eagles are beatable by the Archers, but against the Tamaraws, i doubt it, but it can still happen.. but they over achieved themselves anyway, congratulations to them..:) sigh big story is, i met her in almost a year and 9 months! its been a long time, but a question that a glanced to my mind is do i just like her, or do i love her? sigh.. she is just so BEAUTIFUL! she is graduating i think next year. Well i just let time tell all the things that will happen to me and good luck to her and me..:) tc y'all

it's been a while..

2004-09-13T20:25:00.000-07:00

it's been alwhile that i haven't blogged here.. i think about 3 weeks.. but thats allright im really turning into a new leaf now.. i guess i wont be blogging around too much, from now.. ill still blog but less compared before.. last term i failed my ENGECON, but thats allright, i deserved it.. this time im really studying! take care y'all..:)

plans aborted!

2004-08-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

today was supposed to be the last day of my final exams, until the classes were suspended due to the weather! bad for me coz today was supposed to be the last day of me studying so i can play my PS again, but good for me coz i have half a week to study more.. and achieve the grade that i need to pass ENGCOMP! Thank God! Also today Benson and me are supposed po watch the movie Colateral, but as classes were suspended we just stayed in our own homes, and enjoy the day..:)

the hard times starts now..

2004-08-20T18:27:00.000-07:00

i dont got clases today and tomorrow,but i need a 90 ou of a hundred in both my final exams, i know its a tough task so i'll start hitting the books today!Ciao!

reflections

2004-08-19T03:35:00.000-07:00

it's around 6:43,im still in school(even if i don't really got classes on thursdays),i just finished my ENGCOMP exam i think i did well, the program didn't work but i think its right since the computers around aren't working well, so i think the pc is wrong not my program.. well anyway, i haven't blogged for the past few days, but im here again!haha..

next week is the final exam, and i should study until my brain turns to dust,haha.. wish me luck!

I found out that Arianne's cellphone is broken, i just hope she's allright..

actually im here coz yesterday i read about Benson's blog, somehow it really reflected me about sumthin.. I realized that im on a stage where life's hardships should begin and im really taking it foregranted! he's right! once you blink, your gone! Since i entered college, silly to think that i really wanted to be a basketball superstar.. but somehow i know that thing is really for people with God-given talents.. Like Lebron and Carmelo! Not me.. I think Baskteball is a sport which express a man's emotions! I still want to be there, but i think i should think of the more important things now. To be Honest, I really never sacrificed much of what i got for my education and investing in my future, i know im miles ahead to my destination, somehow i should pick up the slacks i left.. I shouldn't take life easy! i know that by heart! but the flesh doesn't.. somehow, I know God is so good to me, he put me on top, where i shouldn't be, he gives me everything that i really don't desreve!Sigh.. man! i guess i should prove everybody that Stephen Ang deserves to be here.. Im fortunate,not everybody gets chances that i do. I shouldnt just let luck alone push me to places, i know myself that there should be a great amount of effort,dedication and hardwork.Im in DLSU, i shouldn't let this opportunity walk alone, i wanted to be a Lasallian and i want to end it as a Lasallian.. it's the best gift i received from God for my future. They say 'life is unfair, you gotta live with it', Stephen Ang is never unfair, he plays the game of life fair and square,even if people around him pushes him around in circles.. I play Shaq post up ,drives and not shoot arounds, I play Iverson shootarounds and drives and not post ups! i hope everyone tries to be fair, im fair coz i want to prove to the world im the best!i play your game, not my game.. I know im more responsible and smarter than i am now, i really just have to pickup the slacks.. i guess life is more than basketball! there is still a tougher game off the court! i guess thats what i want to express for that part,Sigh..

Yesterday my friend called me, Sigh..

I heard from him that my All-time crush broke up with her first Boyfriend, funny thing im sad.. i hope she's allright, i know she would be, coz i know she's mature enough to handle things like that.. sigh.. I don't know.. i really like her, coz she's very different from the girls today, she got a gorgeous, Jaw-dropping beauty, and Angel-Like qualities which i really never saw on other girls. i hope i could be there to help her, but im not even her friend! not in Friendster, not even in real life, she always makes me happy when she greets me in my birthdays! i hope i could return the favor.. i really want to be her friend, i clearly know by heart i don't love her, i just admire the way she is, i just do, i even like her more than Britney Spears,Mandy Moore or other female celebrities.. but i dont know if being her friend knowing that i like her, could do me any good? Honestly, i've been so eager to add her in friendster but i don't want her to think or get it the wrong way.. Sigh! I just hope she would be happy like the way she makes others happy,Man!Too bad she's in Espana not in Taft Ave.. Speaking of Espana i remember the girl who broke my heart! im happy to tell the world i forgot about her!haha.. but honestly speaking,after a year and 5 months of grieving through the pain, i think i forgot what has happened, to make things clear i forgot, but i dont accept what has happened!i don't know.. I think what has happened in my part is unforgivable, although I know things shouldn't be that way.. i think she is still attached to my heart. but the strings is slowly breaking.. I think if she asked for reconciliation, i think ill be accepting the offer,but you know what, even if she asks me for sumthin, i think ill still be willing to give her what she wants, i'll still be sacrificing what i can just to let her learn and be a good person.. All i know is, the next time we're friends, i gotta keep my head up and use it! like my proffesor have said i gotta let "my heart think, and my mind feel" kinda hard to do, but i look at it as sumthin,where every problem and situation can be solved.. i should have the upper edge the next time around, im not saying this to get revenge but im doing this coz i know this is what's right.. Sigh! I really woke up to the situation, thanks to my friend in college.. Thanks man! i think now i just let things flow as it go, Love later, study NOW!!!

Oh well! probably the largest blog i created since i entered here, got guts?hehe..

I don't think anyone knows this site except fot my best friend Benson and Arriane, i know this wont come out, but for sharing what's on my heart and mind thanks blogger!

Finals is coming,i should study to pass, guess I won't be here til next week, take care and God bless y'all, peace out..

it's been a long time..

2004-08-16T17:12:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i writed a blog here.. nun saturday pa.. hehe.. anyway next week will be my final exam and this week will be my practical exam i hope i can pass all my subjects this term wish me luck guys!Yesterday was my first time to overdue a book coz of my friend arrghhhh!! but its all right.. i owe him a lot anyway.. well i think i got a striking distance shot at ENGCOMP but i need a three point shot from the parking lot if i want to pass ENGECON, well finals is still a week from now so i guess i have to get my engines ready.. ciao!:)

Capital T-O-U-G-H the engecon series!

2004-08-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

For the Nth time! I HATE ENGCOMP! and looks like im going to take it again next term! Man! the Test this morning stinks! it is not fit for 3 hrs! and worse is my Vince-McMahon look-a-like prof is going bananas!how i wish he goes bananas the other way around! man i feel hopeless! last night i didn't do anything stupid, i didn't surf the net,i studied all the way! i hit the manuals and still got a hard time on the exam! man another damn problem of mine is ENGCOMP! man i studied thurday afternoon and wednesday night and still had a hard time! and my sophomore classmates had it like pancakes! sometimes i just ask myself ' am i dumb or what?' i dont want to take ENGCOMP the 3rd time!!! man! i feel like i've been digged to the ground.. at this moment im in a worst case scenario! i hope i still got a striking distance shot to pass! man i feel super ballistic now!ciao!:(

a horrible paper!

2004-08-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

aaaahhhhh! i got my 2nd quiz exam on ENGECON! and i only got a 7 out of a hundred! it is worse than i thought! and i will take my 3rd and final quiz in saturday! man i have to get back in fighting shape or else another red mark for me.. :(

no post for yesterday..

2004-08-10T17:17:00.000-07:00

sorry.. i didn't get a chance to post for yesterday, got a busy sked in front of me.. i think i won't be able to post for a day or two with all the things im doing now maybe the third day i will be able to, take care y'all!

its gonna one hell of a week!

2004-08-09T06:10:00.000-07:00

One test today! Another tough on tommorow! Man, I don't got classes every thursdays, but not this week, i got a test on ENGCOMP that night, and i still have to finish my project in MECADD1! worse i got another Exam in ENGECON on saturday! All except MECADD1, is tough, As in T-O-U-G-H! man! i wish i pass and get over all of this, but not to pay off my efforts but because i need too!..:(

Ouch man..

2004-08-07T17:07:00.000-07:00

The game yesterday was fun, i officially scored 4 points, and a block, but on my count it was three. Anyway too bad no assists for me.. I think my performance was good, but the bad news for me is i think something bad happened to my knee. It happened during the Warmups, when my friend accidentally stepped on my right ankle and i fell down and twisted my knee.. it just doesn't feel right at this moment, im sure it's not those ligament injuries(if it was that then i wouldn't be walking),but i hope this is nothing serious and i could recover sooner than possible , so i could jump in a normal manner..
ciao!

what a day!

2004-08-06T16:43:00.000-07:00

im truly excited starting my first game today at 1230 since yesterday, until the moment i look at the mirror and found out i got a pimple under my nose! Man, how can i be aggressive with a pimple! i don't want my pimple to burst out! Man! but it's ok, with not all of my blockmates available, i think i should give a 110% effort tonight especially on defense, i should let go the lebron in me! i hope it comes!c y'all and good luck to my game..

friday again!

2004-08-06T16:40:00.000-07:00

well, no classes for MELAONE today! which made me go home early and i got a new haircut again! i feel great when im bald! stupidity aside, i feel like Mike Cortez, although our game doesn't resemble much!hehe.. Man, I miss my Princess!sigh.. hope she's allright!

no classes only for me..

2004-08-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

I dont got class every thursdays.. thats why im a bum every thursdays of this term. So what's special for today? nothing much just like any ordinary day.. i spend the whole afternoon sleeping, Man, everyday i lose a lot of hair, sometimes i think i got cancer, hope not.. well anyway, c-y'all soon..

going espana..

2004-08-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to UST in Espana, I helped a friend of mine in his Differential equations exam tomorrow, but I think I didn’t quite help, coz it really needs a long explanation.. Being there I think I felt a little paranoid, coz I was at the school where the person I don’t want to see belongs, but im happy that I got a chance to help my friend. Being there for at least a few moments makes me feel im fortunate to where I am now, I never realized how lucky I am, I don’t know I just felt that way.. I guess it was a indescribable feeling.. I’ll just explain it if I feel like to.. but today is my mom’s birthday, I wish she would be happy.. sigh what a day..

for today..

2004-08-01T21:54:00.000-07:00

nothing fancy..

just like any other day..

nevertheless things are feeling a lot lighter now..

trying to forget all the insanities that is happening recently..

Thank God!:)

yesterday..

2004-08-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

I didn't write a blog yesterday. coz for the nth tim dis year our landlyn is broken..

sigh!i wish it would be fixed, anyway yesterday i got to watch a play, a theater play to be specific in the university of the philippines,and it was an eye popping one! it was a requirement in my literature class so i really need to watch it.. anyway what makes it an eye popping one is from the title i guess you'll know why, it's tatarin, no further explanations,hehe..

mt friend benson is always commenting here on my blog, well for your comments, maybe in december nalang coz im really tight today, im sure you'll read this..

namiss ko Arriane, i just hope you're allright,tc..:)

something to smile about..

2004-07-31T04:45:00.000-07:00

for the longest of time, im happy that i got a chance to chat with a princess! Sigh! I feel so light, i feel that all the grueling things that happened this week has vanished just this moment.. thank you! Arriane!:)

i love you saturday..

2004-07-31T03:50:00.000-07:00

Thank God.. it's saturday a day to rest..
sigh.. what a week that was.. i've been in down's and some up's im very glad to see my high school friends, it's been a long time.. im glad ther are allright! man!my grades are really slumping, i got no idea what to do.. i just hope things will pick up before it's too late.. see y'all soon,,

uncessful enrolment..

2004-07-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

12:00 pm should be the time for my enrollment this next term.. but unfortunately, i haven't enrolled in my desired subjects.. what im scared for is maybe i'll get delayed longer.. oh my! i wish i could get lucky in adjustment..
More to that i feel like failing in two of my toughest subjects this term(ENGECON & ENGCOMP) sigh! got a lot of catching up to do.. this has been a very harsh week for me, i hope i gould get a good rest this weekend!see you all peeps!:)

x thursday..

2004-07-28T19:56:00.000-07:00

I dont got class on thursdays, thats why im just home, i just got a bad dream last night, i remember my best friend before, the one that betrayed me before.. i happened that i need to reconcile with him or else all my friends will be lost! i was weird coz in that dream there were people who i really dont know at all.. oh man! what a dream! i hope it will only be a dream, coz its more like a night mare to me.. c-ya next time..:)

what a harsh day..:(

2004-07-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

man! what a day.. i just received my test on the dreaded subject of computer programming.. man i only got a 33! it's really like burying my grade to the coffin! I just hope i'll pass.. but i'll still study hard for the remaining exams, i wish someone could comment me on how to make my study habits a little better..

Last night was not such a good night for me.. i was surfing the net, and got online with my Yahoo messenger,just to found out that the girl i want to forget is online.. but it's ok! nothing really happened.. it's just something came thru my mind! (how corny of me..)

Anyway, I found out something sad happened to a friend of mine, she part of my barkada (anyone part of my barkada is very special to me..) so i need to help her,in someway, somehow..

Last night only turned to be a good on, coz there is this person who i really want talking to.. talked to me, it sure brighten up my day!:) everytime i talk to her i just feel so light! sigh.. i just hope i could see her at this very moment..

NBA update..
Chicago's rookie combination of Ben Gordon and Luol Deng signed their contracts yesterday! giving the baby Bulls a tough lineup

Detroit Piston valuable reserve Mehmet Okur left the defending champions to join the Utah Jazz, it is reportedly that Okur will team up with Jazz Main man Andrei Kirilenko and former Cavalier Carlos Boozer

Miami signed 2nd rounder Dorell Wright and New Jersey signed Nenad Kristic

*dont want to mention any names, everything here is confidential, maybe next time, peace out..:)

the first..

2004-07-26T21:54:00.000-07:00

2004 the 26th of july, i made my first blog..
im here at the cybernook,(the place where surfing the net is free here in DLSU-taft)
looks like a contrasting day for me..
the usual happy me, is not present. I think im just a little tired..
Tommorow i need to make a report on my literature class.
Man, hard but it's alrigth it;s a lot easier compared to my other subjects..
nothing fancy for today, gotta go..:)